Our Scars Remind Us That The Past Is Real

Big Sur in California. I didn't take that, props to who did. It's from Caedes.net that much I remember. It's just a reminder about how beautiful life can be.

I've been thinking about that lately since today is the 1 year anniversary of Great Nanny's passing away. It was incredibly heart breaking and even a year later I cry over her death. I miss her terribly and I think about her often. RIP Tina Allain.




Oh...I saw the BEST interview EVER today. Julie Banderas broke every rule there is about doing an interview, and I hope she didn't get into trouble for it. I doubt it since pretty much everyone feels this way...here's the link

Julie Banderas is My Hero

Running up video

Hannity and Colmes


Shirley Phelps is evil. I believe that. And I would daresay that if there is a God and Satan...She's going straight to the hot place. Right to hell. I have NEVER wished that anyone should go there, but I agree...she is mean, sick and cruel. How can anyone thank God for such horrible things as 9/11, dead soldiers, AIDS, IED's and lol "thank God for being a fool".

What Bible indeed. She's got no official association with mainstream Baptists. Hate breeds hate.

Fred Phelps-Fox News is Satanic Media Mofia

Riiiiiiight. One sided, unethical...right. Okay.


On something better. Randy said I was "the one that got away". I'm glad that he still has feelings for me. Tickled pink actually. He's just been on my mind for all these years. I offered that he come for a visit soon, and surprise surprise he didn't say no. He said after Christmas if things were still going well that we should do that. I very much want him here. I'm aware of all the complications a relationship like this could bring but...I have to find out if we are meant for eachother. I'm still attracted to him, still want him around, he's still on my thoughts after 3 years.