Go Ahead, Be Gone With It

That's Marie-Claude. That's the girl that Keith has been seeing for a week and a half behind my back. I say this not out of jealousy or hatred, but she looks like she hasn't slept in 100 years and wants to devour your soul. That's just me.

Yep. I found out about it on Myspace, for Godsakes. I didn't confront him right away about it though. I calmed down first, because I was so filled with rage that it might have gone badly. Not that I was that calm today about the whole thing.

Me (on the phone): So are you sure nothing between us has changed?
Keith: What do you mean?
Me: You told me the reason you've been so standoff-ish is because you're overwhelmed with work and school. I just think it's more than that. Are you sure that's all?
Keith: That's all it is.
Me: Are you sure?
Keith: Yes, I'm sure.
Me: (knowing he's lying...again)...You're SURE?
Keith: Yes...
Me: You're absolutely sure?
Keith: YES!
Me: THEN HOW COME YOU'RE DATING MARIE-CLAUDE.
Keith: .......................shit.........

Yeah. I'm sure one day I'll laugh about how stupid the guy is, but right now I'm so pissed he lied to me like that. Plus, I'm pissed that even though the warning bells were going off for a looooong time now, I decided to give him the benifit of the doubt.

The thing that gets me, is he's trying to make me look crazy via his website. First of all, did he really honestly think we would still be friends after that? How naive can you be? Then, he posts saying that I'm not justified in being angry because we weren't "technically dating". We were seeing eachother, that's a fact, and he said some pretty serious stuff to me. Not to mention he got jealous when it came about I knew this guy in town (who liked me and persued me) and that we had like a make-out session (he asked, I was honest, I don't lie, and it was in the past). Jealous over the past. Strange. Jealousy is such a turn off

Answer this for me, though. If he didn't think he was doing anything wrong, why did he lie? Why not tell me, if we were just friends? Easy, because he felt guilty about it. Hell, I saw him at Wal-Mart with her and he looked afraid (maybe he thought I'd start something) but I said what I wanted to say on the phone. I'm not about to start a screaming match in Wal-Mart. That would embarass me, more than him, trust me.

Tomorrow, when I go to give him his stuff and get mine, I'll act chipper and cheerful as if nothing happened. He's thinking about quitting the station, immature if you ask me. We don't work together. He's in on Sunday's and I couldn't be bothered to even set eyes on the station over my weekends (free time is key) so that's not an issue. I'm also professional enough to work with him even if I did hate his guts.

Besides, I don't stay mad forever. I'm not saying I'll want to be his friend or seek him out in any sort of avenue later. He'll just become fodder (well he already has) for my jokes. I mean come on, the guy thinks he can sense not only the dead, but their gener, age, and why they died. Mmmhmm. Some days I was tempted to say to him, "So, is Ghost Whisperer a realistic show?" just to poke fun at him.

Brandy and Craig thought he was feminine. That makes me laugh. I never really noticed until they mentioned it, and yeah he is. His facial expressions, reactions, the way he talks with his hands, his vanity. Yep. Not to mention the way he speaks and his inflection.


I am pretty angry though. I feel very betrayed about the whole situation. It's not about Marie-Claude, it's that he couldn't be honest with me. Couldn't be honest when I gave him numerous chances to do so. Keith Trites has issues. He did to me all the things he past girlfriends have done to him. Who knows, maybe he was making me pay for their mistakes? Probable. Very probable.